Does anything change if you decide to lay all your cards on the table? Perhaps not. At least not for people as self-centered as I am. I don’t care about people whispering behind my back, glaring at me and judging me. And I don’t care about anyone’s sorrow. I live a relaxed life. I don’t worry about being found out, no unexpected phone calls threaten me and I don’t have to put up with my wife’s tantrums either. I didn’t give her a chance. And I know she accepted her situation for the sake of our child as well as for the love she feels for me. Yes, I know how that feels. I’m in love too. With Csilla.
Khalid will be one year old soon, just like my daughter. Everything is settling down. I never plan ahead for my trips to Hungary, but I visit them much more often than anybody expected. My fath
