Amir drips his fork, Ibrahim seems to enjoy me having feelings at last. Okay, this is just anger, but he likes her refusal to have an effect on me.
“Why are you paying her so much?”
I don’t really know myself. Perhaps I want to humiliate her. I want her to be ashamed of herself for being so touchy about a little s*x when I pay her this much anyway. I feel pathetic, but this is the truth.
“She deserves it.”
I look at Ibrahim, hoping he will help me out but he’s just staring at me in shock. Perhaps he is the only one to realize how bitter I am.
“Yes… she deserves it…”
Amir turns back to his food and quickly finishes his dinner. Ibrahim and I sit back and wait for him.
“And tell Bálint to get me some of those cheese varieties he brought last time.” “My cousin looks puzzled so I add, “H
