***CONTENT WARNING!!!*** EMOTIONAL ABUSE, NEGLECT, AND MANIPULATION ARE DEPICTED IN THIS CHAPTER! READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED! It has been three months since what took place on my birthday happened. Since then, I have gone into heat and we conceived our first pup. We are expecting this pup at the tail end of March. Our relationship was rocky prior to my heat. We barely spoke to each other, my luna ceremony was rushed, and my people had issues integrating into his pack. It seemed as if we were set up for failure from the beginning. I spent the majority of my time locked in our shared bedroom. He would wake up each morning and leave to do Goddess only knows what. I would sleep all day or I would mourn the loss of my parents. This kept going until one day Jax came to me. He begged me to si

