“No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.”- C.S. Lewis Lance POV: It's been a month and a half sine Karma went missing. And within that week my whole world came crashing down. I can't sleep or eat. Jake and Dell are in the same boat I am, but Dell is worse. He cried all night in her room. He is worried about her and the baby. So am I. I just found out I am about to be a father. I should be on cloud nine right now, but no, I am scared shitless thinking I will never see her again or meet my child. I found out Karma was pregnant, then I had to publicly end my engagement with Susan. And on top of all of that s**t I had to deal with the press. If I didn't have Jake and Dell by my side, I would have jumped from this f*****g building a long time ago. The city police said they co

