As the time Arwen had told me to meet her approached, I became excited. Although I was tied and bound to Ramious, binding Malek to me had lessened my need for Ramious. I knew once I did this there would be no turning back, but it wasn't about me anymore. I finally had the chance to make up for my mistakes, whether I made it out alive or dead didn't really matter anymore, as long as I got Arwen to safety.
I had accepted my fate many years ago, but now that I was presented with the opportunity of leaving I was excited. Memories of Ramious and I flooded over me and for a moment and sadness washed over me. I truly did love Ramious but sometimes love wasn't enough especially forced love. I had to save my children from their grasp, from Mamon.
I snuck out of my room quietly, trying
