For the next week I tried to suppress my fears. I wanted to run, I needed to talk to Malek. Ramious wouldn't let me out of his sight. Mina and him had already gotten into a couple of arguments about his overbearing manners towards me. After all he was still a soldier on duty, Mina could care less about our bond when it came to our duties. My soul ached, worse than it ever had, some nights I wished I wouldn't wake.
I had betrayed Ramious in the worst way. He would kill me if he knew, I had to figure this out as soon as possible. I wasn't allowed outside the room, I had sharp pains more often and Ramious was beside himself. For the devil he was, the monster, he did care for me after all. My heart and mind were a mess, I seriously f****d up this time. Ramious abandonment had really i
