Oakley just stared blankly at the food on the counter in front of her , ' How can I eat all of this , not even knowing if my son is eating or not ? she thought , the smell of the food now making her feel sad and sick . " I'm not hungry and I don't have time to eat . " Oakley shrugged while looking down at the delicious food . " What ? You have to eat . " Nate argued and filled a plate with food . Oakley sighed as she looked up at him , " I know you don't get it , you didn't know him . But Lucas is my son , he is my life and will forever be my life and the thought of me sitting here , enjoying breakfast with someone I'm suppose to hate , while I can't , but I wish I did , it makes me feel disgusted . Don't get me wrong , me feeling disgusted has nothing to do with you , it's the thought of
