Rae I sit here, butth0le naked, staring at my feet. I can't believe I just jumped Cooper. "I'm sorry Coop. I don't normally act like a wh0re. I don't know what got into me," I tell him. I have no idea why I want to be near him and all over him. I didn't feel this way before. What is wrong with me? "Baby, don't call yourself a wh0re. You are not a wh0re, well maybe just my wh0re," he says and I smack him. He laughs. I smile, because I love that we can be silly together. "Baby, I love it, and I love you. You are my girlfriend now, so we can do it whenever you want. You don't need to feel ashamed, Rae," he tells me. I'm not ashamed. I am just trying to figure out my feelings, "Cooper, how are we going to tell everyone we are together?" I ask him. I still don't think I want to tell my chat.

