Rae
How in the world is this even possible? I'm terrified of having an ultrasound. What if the urine test is wrong, and I'm not really pregnant? My mind and heart are racing. I am so scared of the outcome. I can't get excited just to be let down. There has to be another explanation for this.
"Rae," Dr. Hartonian calls my name. "Yes," I say. "Honey, are you okay? The doctor has been calling your name for a minute. You spaced out," mom says. "Sorry. I'm just trying to process this. I just don't understand how this happened. Is this really happening?" I hear myself saying, but I know the words sound so stup1d.
"Take your time to process it, Rae. It's completely understandable to feel this way, after everything that you have been through. Let's get you checked out though." She asks me whe
