Rae
I am exhausted. My stream went on for 12 hours instead of 1. My new bosses are a hot mess, but they aren't bad men. I did find out through a drunk, crying Frank that he had recently lost his mother, and Louie had lost his wife. She was very sick for a long time. It makes me sad for them. Maybe that's why they are the way they are. Trying to party and using alcohol to take the pain away. It's quite sad, but I understand them more than he knows. I also became a user after Forest. It's a way to escape reality. This made me see them in a different way. I do think that my video also made them see me in a way that only we understand, and I feel like that is why they decided to give me a chance. I am so thankful for that. I won't let them down. We will make this a success in honor of the one
