Rae
I send a group chat to everyone invited to the sleepover, telling them to meet at la casita, and the time I will be expecting them. This gives Cooper and I a little bit of alone time. We arrive at the farm, and I feel a big urge to go see Forest. A big wave of sadness hits me out of nowhere. His birthday is tomorrow, and I am really struggling. Am I doing the right thing by celebrating in a big way? Does he prefer the small cake and only me being with him since midnight? I know it doesn't matter, because he won't be present either way. It's just my mind that confuses me sometimes.
"Can we stop by our son's graveside for a moment?" Cooper asks and I nod. Maybe he has the same feelings as me? We arrive and there are new flowers everywhere. So many different colored roses. Different si
