I look out of the window of the living room from where I can see the rain pouring in full speed. One minute the sky was clear of any dark cloud and then next minute I know there is a heavy rainfall going on. I have gotten ready to leave the apartment so that I can go to the bakery but it seems the rain is not going to stop soon. Not only that I have to pack my bags too because Alessandro told me that we will be leaving tomorrow. After a lot of thinking, I have decided to listen to my heart which assured me that I need to stop comparing everything to my past. I have to remember that Alessandro is nothing like my father because unlike my father, Alessandro cares about my decision. He doesn't force me to accept his decision instead he lets me decide for myself. That's the main reason for me