Alpha Luca dropped the call on me clearly indicating that he was in going to be any help to me.
I don't even think I blame him anymore because he is just trying to protect and stand up for the person that he cares about.
He has every right to distance himself from me because I bring nothing but misery on the people most close to me. I'm like a cancer that never goes away.
when I joined everybody else Bernard wasn't there anymore and I knew he was upstairs so I went to him.
I kept running what I would say to him in my mind and I know he will be mad at me but I'm just a mother who is afraid of losing her son.
I found him sitting down on the floor next to the bed. he immediately tried to wipe away his tears but I've already seen them and it doesn't make him weak in front of my eyes rathe
