He left me there without even bothering to tell me what he was planning. Hate disappointment and fear burned through my entire body, but there was nothing I could do to change my fate. I don't know how long I sat there while l tried to connect with Bernard. I could feel his pain and anguish, and I was the one who was responsible for it .People say that you can sacrifice anything for somebody you love, but it's not as easy as it sounds. I don't know if Bernard will ever look at me the same way ,I don't know if he will ever forgive me for what I did but I know that if I get out of here then I will spend the rest of my life trying to earn his forgiveness and trust. I saw Mary enter the house and I knew that I was in for another lecture because all of them assume that I can't think for myse

