I took a few days to myself planning everything to perfection because I didn't want anybody to doubt me and it was working perfectly and it's quite a twist because the women were starting to trust me.
I really feel sorry for them and if it were up to me I would take them along but what I'm about to do is going to be very dangerous because I'll be poisoning their alpha and I don't think something that they can forgive me for.
James was basically a good for nothing i***t which has chased after me with the idea that he could help me escape but he hasn't even given me something to hold on to so the last 3 days.
today was the day and I don't want to lie and say that I'm not nervous because this is by far the hardest thing out ever have to do but if it means that I can keep my son happy then
