I have never seen a place this beautiful, and I can't believe Arnold never brought me here whenever he had pack business, but unfortunately, we both preferred it that way. His trips here became constant when I began my affair with Bernard, and it's mostly the reason why I started the affair in the first place. I wanted somebody to love me, but Arnold never really loved me, he just loved the idea of having somebody like me in his arms to display in front of the whole pack. I didn't mind playing that narrative because I can't say I really loved him more than I loved the idea of being the luna of the pack but I started to hate it at some point and Bernard was just there. "Mommy. " I don't know why but maybe just not having Sienna there for a day showed me just how terrible I am as a mothe

