***Savvy***
The days seem to blend togather I also feel like Im running on autopilot, just going through the motions, doing my work around the clubhouse. I have also met up with Doug a few times; he has been going over everything. I try to listen, but my mind drifts off after a while, so many different things that I end up not hearing all that he is saying,
I still cant get my head around all this. What have I done to have this dropped in my lap? Has my life not been turned upside down enough? It's not that I was feeling sorry for myself It just a battle that I do not feel I should be having, Why cant they see how much I have lost in all this, I understand they are upset their son was in lock up and then faced a trial, I would feel the same about Hexley, But I would not go after someone
