***Savvy*** The weekend arrived faster than I liked. But nothing I could do about it. Dad had called last night to let me know what time he thought he would be here. I made sure to let Undertaker know so he could inform the guys at the gate. The last thing I wanted was my Dad having a hard time when he got here. Things with Chaos are just like his name: not in a bad way, but in a way I still do not understand why I have these feelings for him when, in truth, I barely know him. Then there are times I feel like I have known him my whole life. We get along so good he makes me laugh. It's not that he is a huge joker; it's small things. I will say that it feels good to laugh once in a while. Even with everything going on with me right now, he can still pull a real laugh from me. I love seein

