Chapter Thirty Nine
That day started with s*x and later again sex.. Great, now I was f****d. I mean besides being literally f****d, I was stuck in a situation I had no idea how to get off. I mean Steph... I liked her and that was it. I just liked her, her talking about loving me was just f*****g me up. I hated turning someone I like down. And right now I was giving her false hope by letting my body take over. Just then I thought about Kat, about how simple things were with her around. How I still loved her even though the thought of her broke my heart into a million pieces. I mean I was asking myself why she suddenly wanted to talk, but at the same time I didn't wanna know. I wanted her to care..to care the way that I did.. still do. She was indecisive and I didn't want to hurt me like that again. I wasn't
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