Graduation? Since my mom got cancer, I had been working hard on making money. I had never thought about it.Future for me now was just a word that I could never reach. I thought it for a minute, bewildered, and a little unsure, “I think I will perhaps, work?” “Haven’t you never thought about it? I want to make money after I graduate. Marry a beauty, having several babies...” I had my own visions when I listened to their plans, my mom operation succeeding, marrying a beautiful woman like Mandy... With good hopes, I fell sleep. ... Hope was after all hope. When you wake up, you need to fight for your goal. I came again to downstairs of Mandy’s. I did not shout this time but stood aside, hoping I could see her. From 7:00am to 12:00am, my feet almost got numb. A familiar but unexpect