Emily’s POV 2 weeks later.... “Just sit right here and color. I’ll be right here.” I tell Bella as I sit her in my lap on the hospital bed. Sarah offered to watch her while Damon and I go to my check up but I’ve been been such a bad mother lately. I was gone for so long and then when I got back I wasn’t really myself. I’ve missed my little peanut so much. Before this I have never spent a day away from Bella. And I just left her on her own for almost 9 months. I’m such a bad mother. I don’t even want to think what would have happened if Damon wasn’t here to take care of her when I didn’t. And Sarah and Axel helped out so much too. When they just had their own baby and Sarah was recovering too. I feel so bad for not helping more. “Baby, what’s wrong?” Damon says leaning forward in