~Isabella's POV~
A new day had come, as the morning sun rays filtered softly through an open gap in the draped curtains in my bedroom, extinguishing the darkness. My eyes were already wide awake, since I could barely get any sleep due to the insomnia that taunted me. With the unexpected events of the previous night reeling through my mind, uncertain of what my next course of action should be.
I shot up from the bed, steadying myself as my eyes scanned across the room taking in the asthethic scenery before me. The atmosphere was quiet with a sense of calmness, quite different from the fast paced momento during my time in the states.
Exhaling my breathe, I dragged my body out of the bed, heading straight into the bathroom to take a warm soothing shower which I hoped would do the trick to calm my jittered nerves, but it didn't. Stepping out of the shower, while drying out my hair, I glanced at the mirror in front of me and took a long hard look at myself. But the person who stared back looked nothing like the woman I remembered. Not my face, nor my hair, not even my eyes since I had to constantly wear contact lenses.
Truly Melissa Mondragon was gone. Erased from the Earth's core, for Isabella Cassagrande to live and thrive.
You would think two years was more than enough time for me to be used to it by now, but everyday I wake up and look in the mirror, it serves as a constant reminder that I'm just walking in someone else's shoes. Playing game of pretend, as my imposter syndrome kicks in. Especially now that fragments of the real Isabella's life are coming out to the surface.
I walked out of the bathroom, back into my bedroom to apply some scented lotion on my body, just before slipping on the two piece black on black lingerie set I had placed out on my bed earlier. My eyes darted to my wardrobe, where a paired set of perfectly steamed velvet red Dior blazer and matching pants were carefully hung up, as I walked over to put them on, now admiring my reflection in the full length mirror before me.
My hair was styled elegantly, with it's bouncy volume framing my face layered with light make up, as I slipped my feet's into my Bottega branded heels and picked up my Loui Vuitton bag, giving myself a final once-over before exiting out the towering doors.
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As I descended the grand staircase of the Cassagrande mansion. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee and sizzling bacon wafted from the dining room filling up my nostrils, but instead of hunger all I could feel was the churning anxiety in my stomach.
Entering into the dining room, the air was thick with the usual sound of clinking silver ware against glass plates. I see both my adopted parents Martha and Stewart already seated at the far stretched table, filled with different confectionary breakfast dishes ranging from sunny side up fried eggs, bread rolls, pancakes, oats, orange juice and macarons which looked like a mini buffet, enough to feed a small community. Their expressions a mix of polite smiles and an underlying tension I couldn't quite decipher.
“Good morning everyone”. I greeted. Just before I take a seat.
A kitchen staff scurried over to make me a plate, but I declined by raising my hand mid air stopping them in their tracks. They bowed slightly and then walked back to the position they stood before.
“Good morning, Isabella,” my mom Martha chirped, her voice a little too bright. While my dad Stewart offered a curt nod, engrossed in his newspaper, which I had picked up as a morning routine of his probably reading about the stock market or catching up on world politics.
I sat stiffly in my chair, feeling the weight of the previous night’s revelations pressing down on my chest like a stone.
My fingers absentmindedly traced the rim of my coffee cup, before I finally broke the silence.
“We need to talk about this…...engagement, which for one I didn't consent to”. I began, trying to keep my voice steady. “It was a complete surprise. And I don’t even know this Dante Romero well enough, and frankly, his attitude yesterday came off as arrogant, self-absorbed—it’s hard to imagine this is going to work.”
“Isabella, please,” Stewart interjected, lowering his newspaper to reveal a stern gaze. “This is a strategic alliance, a merging of two formidable families. It’s an opportunity to strengthen our legacy.” he concluded.
For some reason his words had a sense of familiarity in them, like I had heard them before.
And then I remembered. Dante said the exact same words last night and I wondered if it was sheer coincidence or they had rehearsed
the same lines to pitch to me.
“Legacy?” I scoffed, though the tremor in my voice betrayed my frustration. “You’re talking about my life, not some business deal!” OR “Have you forgotten I'm not actually Isabella....your real daughter?” I questioned as the words spill out before I could filter them.
Seeing the stunned expressions on their faces at my careless utterance, I immediately felt a wave of guilt flood through me. As I bowed my head avoiding their gaze.
“I’m sorry!” I offered.
Martha reached across the table, placing a comforting hand on my arm. “Darling, we understand this is a lot to take in”. she began softly. “But please think of the advantages. The Cassagrande and Romero names united… it’s an unparalleled force in the market. Dante is a powerful man, and he’ll be a formidable partner, both in business and in life.”
“A partner who blindsides me with an engagement announcement?” I retorted, pulling my arm away. “He acted like I had no say in the matter!” “And here you are doing the exact same thing......both of you”.
“Isabella, dear. Stewart sighed “We aren't trying to force this on you. All we’re just asking is for you to consider it carefully”. he urged with a soft yet firm tone in his voice.
I leaned back, as a bitter taste formed in my mouth.
There was nothing to consider, especially when it involved such a man like Dante Romero.
They truly believed this was for the best, a grand strategic move. Despite the knot of unease tightening in my chest, I tried to see it from their perspective, to understand the weight of their expectations.
I wondered what Isabella's reaction would have been if she was the one sitting here instead of me.
Would she accept their wishes in a heart beat? or Probably put up a fight by staying true to her stance just like I did?.
It wasn't just about me; it was about the Cassagrande name, a burden I was only just beginning to comprehend.
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Later that morning, I found myself standing before the imposing glass doors of Cassagrande Holdings. Taking a deep breath, I pushed them open, stepping into the sleek, bustling lobby.
This was it. Isabella’s world.
The real Isabella had been preparing for this, for stepping into the role of CEO. I had to act the part.
I plastered on what I hoped was a confident, albeit slightly weary, smile as I navigated through the familiar-yet-unfamiliar corridors. Staff members greeted me with deferential nods and hushed whispers, their eyes lingering a moment too long. I forced myself to maintain a calm demeanor, answering questions and giving instructions as if I had been doing it my whole life. Every interaction felt like a performance, a constant fear of a misstep, a wrong word that would expose the imposter within.
The morning dragged on, a blur of meetings and paperwork. By lunchtime, my nerves were frayed. I needed a moment to myself, away from the prying eyes and suffocating expectations. Slipping out of the office, I made my way to a small, unassuming café a few blocks away, seeking refuge in its quiet hum.
I ordered a latte, the warmth of the ceramic mug a small comfort in my trembling hands. Just as I began to relax, a shadow fell over my table. Before I could look up, a sharp, accusatory voice pierced the air.
“So, you finally decide to show your face, Isabella!”
My head snapped up to see a woman standing over me. She had striking blonde hair and a face contorted in rage.
I didn't know this woman, but from the way she addressed me, she must have known the real Isabella. Probably another acquaintance.
Before I could give a proper response the next thing I felt was a splash of cold liquid hitting my chest, staining my expensive blazer with a dark, purplish-red.
“What the hell?!” I gasped, stunned, jerking up quickly from the chair, as wine dripped down my sleeves.