Lorraine Lebedev I woke up to the sound of voices. My eyes fluttered open, stretching my arm out disappointment filled my chest when I felt the empty bed. He was not in bed, the only thing I could feel of him was the pain between my legs. I groan into the pillow, laying there for five minutes as my mind replayed the hot s*x between me and Raphaël. My head shot up when the realization hit me. Raphaël took my virginity! Heat rushed to my face, a twisted feeling settling in my gut. Did I regret it? I thought about it deeply... I did not. Now why do I feel so, so... I can't explain this feeling but I feel different in some type of way. I do not know if it was physical or mental. I push my body up and sit at the edge of the bed, the blanket slightly covering my legs, leaving my ches

