Raphael Romano I can't get over her. I'm never going to be. She's the one, she has to be. After what I've done to Marcello I thought about it deeply, would I have done it again? Yes I would. I do not like sharing, especially with someone I deeply care for. The moment I walked into the kitchen and saw her being strangled by him...Something dark within me just took over. All I saw was red. She makes me feel raw and hungry and insatiable; I've missed that so damn much. That special spark is hard to find. It's an overwhelming feeling that means you'd do crazy things, just to have them whisper your name. That moment I realized that I wanted to be hers. Jesus, I haven't been this hard in half a decade. This is just how f*****g special she is to me, and why? Why the f**k do I keep pushi

