Dorian Days were a struggle, but nights were impossible to get through without her. I thought that if I got her out of my life, then I wouldn’t be distracted by Savannah anymore, but that couldn’t be further from the case. Savannah is what kept me focused and sane. Now that she has been gone for a few days, I realized what a colossal mistake I made. Even if I wanted her back, there is no way that I could against the Grand Elders commands. It wasn’t as simple as walking out on them. Even getting kicked out was something almost impossible to do. And if I told them that I was quitting to pursue my mate, they would most likely kill us both. I was sitting in my room, trying to f

