Sarah I check my outfit again before I leave. It's a green and white sundress with a black denim jacket on top. The weather is still warm enough even though it's almost October. It's another of Maggie's choices and I have to admit the color does a lot for my eyes. Before I can second guess myself, I turn away from the mirror and grab my purse. One of the exercises my therapist has had me working on for the last year. Not second guessing my appearance so much. I leave, making sure I check my surroundings well in case anything disgusting is lurking about. That guardedness won't go away anytime soon, even with my deadline looming. I'm doing my best not to focus on my countdown to freedom. Nor the fact I've barely heard from Liam since a few days after he took me home from the restaurant a w