Shiloh
I could feel a wide array of different emotions course through my mate bond with Jax, but regret and sadness took the forefront. I wasn’t sure if the regret was stemming from our mating session with Candace or from his rejection of her. Either way, I was still upset and not even close to being ready to talk about it.
After letting myself fall backward on the bed, I opened up the floodgates once again and cried myself to sleep. I didn’t want to stay mad at Jax, but I couldn’t help myself. His rejection of Candace didn’t only affect him. It also affected me a great deal.
I was awakened a few times by Jax’s pleas for me to open the door, but I couldn’t muster the willpower to drag my ass out of bed. Instead, I laid there, wishing things could have worked out for all of us.
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