Shiloh After apologizing to Jax for my outburst, I kept my emotions under control for the most part over the next couple of weeks. But things simply weren’t the same. How could they be? I tried my best to move on, but for whatever reason, memories of my time with Candace would randomly pop into my head at the worst times. Pretty much, every time Jax and I were having s*x or fooling around. It made it impossible to enjoy that special time with Jax, and it soon began to wear on both of us. Jax got so mad about me making him stop the last time, he left after angrily voicing his frustration, and I haven’t seen him since. That was two days ago, and I was seriously starting to wonder if he was going to just abandon me. I had tried to mind link with him several times, but he was keepin