When we’re all just about dressed and composed, the reality of the situation hits me like a brick. I just had s*x in this club…in front of people. I honestly don’t know how to feel about it. I mean it was quite the experience, but why do I feel a little guilty about it? I’m sitting on the side of the bed putting on my heels and when my eyes flicker up, Ethan is staring. I try to force a smile, but it doesn’t reach the rest of my face. I know he can see right through me, but I don’t exactly know what I’m feeling right now so I can’t talk about it. I just need some time to really process all of this. “So do we just leave the room like this?” I ask, looking around as I stand, texting my legs back in my heels. “Oh, no, the staff comes and cleans everything.” Kate smiles. “Cool.” I nod.