Nasha's P.O.V.
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"Aunt Pam, it's been a week..." I complained.
"You wanted my help getting comfortable with all of this." She replied. "You have to take things slowly."
"But I want to see-"
"You are not seeing Ryland, Nasha," Aunt Pam said.
I hung my head. Every time I ask to go over Val's, Aunt Pam tells me no. Even when I try to ask Lucia and Val about Ryland, they don't really answer me. I don't understand what's going on.
Does Ryland... not want to be with me anymore? Does he not... love me anymore? Did I lose him before I even really had him?
I should never have said all of those things to him when he was bringing me home. I was just trying to push him away for his own good. I thought I was doing the right thing.
Maybe I just d
