Nasha's P.O.V.
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What the hell was I thinking? Why would I let Ryland do that? And why would I ask for more?
I'm so embarrassed.
I ended up spending way too much time with Ryland in that closet. We ended up doing it five more times. I think that we were both feeling desperate.
Now I'm even more confused though. Confused and guilty. I shouldn't have let this happen.
Ryland and I didn't get to talk much after either. By the time I had come to my senses, it was pretty late. I had plans with Val, and had to cancel because of Ryland. She was freaking out when she couldn't reach me.
So, we rushed to put our clothes on, and Ryland drove me home. It was silent, and I had so much on my mind to sort through. I don't want to do any of it.
I wish life were
