Chapter 7 - The Arrangement.

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Rowan Seraphina didn’t speak until we were inside. The door closed behind us with a soft, final click, sealing the cold night … and the lie Marybeth had told … outside. For a moment, neither of us moved. I could still see it. The boy. The way he stood. The way he looked at the world. The way my wolf had recognized him before my mind allowed it. Seraphina stepped past me, unhurried, composed as ever. She removed her gloves one finger at a time, placing them neatly on the side table. Controlled. Precise. Unshaken. But I knew her well enough to recognize the difference between calm and restraint. “You don’t believe her.” Her voice was quiet. Certain. Not a question. I didn’t answer. Because I didn’t need to. She turned then, her gaze settling on me fully. “You saw him,” she continued. “You felt it.” There was no accusation in her tone. Just clarity. “Yes,” I said. The word came out lower than I intended. “He’s yours.” This time it was a statement. And there was no point denying it. “Yes.” Silence followed. Not empty. Weighted. Measured. Seraphina held my gaze for a moment longer, then exhaled slowly … as if something had settled into place inside her. “How old?” she asked. “Six.” I sighed deeply. A flicker crossed her expression. Gone almost immediately. “Before the bond,” she said. “Yes.” I was still trying to process everything myself. She nodded once. Processing. Accepting. Or at least … choosing to. I watched her carefully. Waiting for something sharper. Anger. Resentment. Anything that would match the fracture I could feel forming beneath the surface of this conversation. Instead … “I can take him,” she said. The words didn’t land immediately. “What?” I was shocked to say the least. Confused. What did she mean … take him? “The child,” she clarified, her tone still even. “I can bring him here.” “You want to …” I stared at her. “You should acknowledge him,” she continued. “Formally.” The room seemed to narrow around us. “You’re serious.” I studied her carefully. “Yes.” She shrugged. I searched her face. Looking for hesitation. For calculation. For anything that would make this easier to understand. I found neither. Only resolve. “That would make him your heir,” she said. “I’m aware.” I frowned. “And it would stabilize the pack.” She shrugged again. “This isn’t about stability.” I sighed deeply. “It’s always about stability,” she replied calmly. She stepped closer. Not confrontational. Not fragile. Just … present. “I can raise him,” she said. “Here. In this house.” Something in my chest tightened. “That’s not a small thing you’re offering.” Besides, I couldn’t imagine Marybeth agreeing to that. “I know.” Seraphina poured each of us a drink and handed me one. “It’s not fair to you.” The words came out sharper than I intended. Because they weren’t. There was nothing fair about this. Seraphina held my gaze. “I haven’t given you a child,” she said. The quiet honesty of it landed harder than any accusation would have. “That isn’t your fault,” I shook my head, not taking a sip from my drink. I need to be completely clearheaded right now. “It doesn’t change the outcome.” She sat down with her perfect posture as always. My jaw tightened. We had both lived with that reality for years. Quietly. Without discussion. Without blame. But always present. “I’ve tried,” she continued. “We both have.” I didn’t respond. Because there was nothing to say that wouldn’t reopen something we had deliberately kept closed. “I won’t pretend it doesn’t matter,” she said. “To you. To the pack.” “It doesn’t change your place.” It had to be said. “It changes how that place is seen.” That was true. Uncomfortably true. Seraphina took a slow breath. Then … “I can love him,” she said. The words were simple. Unadorned. “I can treat him as my own.” I studied her carefully. “You’re sure about that.” I wasn’t even sure how I felt. “Yes.” No hesitation. No uncertainty. She meant it. That realization settled heavily. Because it should have felt like relief. A solution. Clean. Structured. Exactly what an Alpha would want. But it didn’t. Because when I had looked at that boy … I hadn’t seen structure. I hadn’t seen succession. I had seen everything I had missed. Everything I couldn’t get back. And the idea of placing that into someone else’s hands … Even hers … Didn’t sit right. “This would make things easier,” she said. “Yes.” I nodded. “And better for everyone.” She continued. “Yes.” I agreed. “And you don’t believe that.” It wasn’t a question. I exhaled slowly. “I think it’s practical.” I sat down opposite her. “And?” I didn’t answer immediately. Because the truth wasn’t practical. It wasn’t something I could explain cleanly. It was simpler. I didn’t want distance. Not from him. Not anymore. Seraphina watched me for a long moment. “You’re thinking about her,” she said. I didn’t deny it. Because denying it would have been a lie. “She may not agree,” I said instead. That was safer. Closer to something I could actually address. Marybeth. Her refusal. Her certainty that I would turn our son into something structured, controlled, positioned. “She will,” Seraphina said. “You sound certain.” I frowned. “I understand what this means,” she replied. I wasn’t sure she understood Marybeth. I wasn’t sure I did anymore. The girl I remembered had been sharper. More reactive. The woman I had seen tonight … She had looked at me like she was measuring risk. Not reacting to it. “She doesn’t trust me,” I said. “That can change.” Maybe. Or maybe it couldn’t. I thought back to the way she had looked at me. Not angry. Not emotional. Just … certain. “You’re offering her security,” Seraphina continued. “Structure. A future for the child.” “She doesn’t want that kind of future.” I raised one brow. “She will,” Seraphina repeated. I didn’t argue. Because I wasn’t sure. Not about her. Not about any of this. “This is a good thing,” I said finally. The words sounded right. Measured. Reasonable. The kind of conclusion expected of me. Seraphina inclined her head slightly. “Yes.” A solution. A path forward. Everything contained. Everything controlled. I let that settle. Let the structure of it take shape. Because that was what I had always done. When something felt uncertain … I organized it. Stabilized it. Defined it. But even as I sat there, looking at the woman who had just offered to raise another woman’s child as her own … One thought refused to settle. Marybeth. The way she had looked at me. The way she had said no. The way she had already begun to pull away. Would she agree? And if she didn’t … What, exactly, was I prepared to do about it?
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