I was in my hotel room as I paced the room in confusion. My head felt like it was going to burst. We had s*x last night, mad wild s*x but I don't know what to think about it.
He confessed everything to me but does that change anything? We can't just be okay.
I don't know, I don't know, I'm so confused.
When I woke up and found myself in his bed I didn't know how to feel, I just couldn't stay there and wait for him to wake up so I had to leave.
What would I say? ‘Hey we had s*x last night so what does that mean for us?’ It just didn't make sense, it doesn't.
I walked to my bed as I sat down with a sigh, never did I imagine I'd find myself in such a situation. Confused and without a solution.
And don't get me started on the calls and messages I've been receiving from Eddy.
I still had
