After so much struggle I was finally able to push past Eddy with tears. I felt so hurt and belittled, why are the men coming into my life jerks? Maybe I wasn't enough.
Even when I got into my car he was desperately begging me not to go, but I couldn't stay, I just couldn't look at him.
I was in my car driving without direction, the tears just won't stop falling.
I parked by the side of the road as I rested my head on the steering wheel.
I had to go away from everyone for some days, I just had to clear my head so I wouldn't go crazy but there was just one person I needed to speak to, the only man who would always be there for me no matter what.
I wiped my tears as I cleared my throat so I wouldn't give away the fact that I was crying but I had a feeling he'd still be able to tell, but
