I continued going even though my hands were absolutely numb. "However, this Is all I can think of was how f'ed up I am sometimes you could never appreciate me like that." "That must be why you feigned to Jim? You didn't believe I had to like you?" she said, holding her elbows and looked up at me. She explained, "I warned you Kev was forgetful." "But you're just not. Trust me, I've attempted and it's impossible. Or you let our friends think you had things just to save face. I felt terrible after what you said to me though that night. I can't find someone who actually won't stand up about themselves or me. Did you actually know what you really want?" Those brown eyes were wide beneath her spectacles as she said, "I want you." Even I was surprised. "And I'm concentrating on that other item

