IT WAS SILLY TO GO on with the charade I’ve been involved in after so many years, especially now that two more men’s lives have been ruined over me.
I’ve been saving up my sleeping pills for weeks. Lord knows I didn’t need them to sleep. I’ve been flushing them for months now because I sleep just fine. Don’t know what made me start hiding them instead, but there’s that.
I always justified the murder of Tanner in my mind as self-defense and I never worried about it. Over the years, I’ve struggled with lucidity because of all the medication I’ve been given, especially the depression medications but these days, what with flushing most of the pills away, I’ve been doing just fine, thank you very much!
Tanner Mathis caught on to my ways and threatened to tell your grandfather Drew, unless I
