After mom explained this crazy love thing, without actually explaining to us why, Fawn had quite enough for the day, already. Me? Well, I’m feeling really quite flustered. I want to go see Keelan, be with Keelan, kiss hold and love Keelan. But, i am still engaged to Alaric. Given the way i feel about Keelan and how immediate my feelings dwindled for Alaric i feel pretty certain that Keelan is the one. My dreams are all about him for a reason. I can’t cheat on Alaric. He may not be the man I’m meant to be with, but i could never do anything like that. It’s bad enough I’ve already kissed Keelan. I went to leave and Lucy stopped me. “You aren’t leaving, are you?” She asked, standing in front of the door i was literally about to walk through. I looked at her with a very obvious deadpan

