Chapter 1 I sat on my bed in the guest room, the laptop open on my lap, the screen glowing with two ripped guys going at it hard, one pounding the other from behind, grunts filling my headphones. My c**k was rock hard in my hand, I was stroking it slow at first, then faster as the bottom guy moaned loud, begging for more. Sweat beaded on my forehead, my breaths coming quick and ragged. Visiting my cousin Ethan for the weekend was supposed to be chill and family stuff, but with everyone else out at the store, the house empty, I could not resist pulling up this porn. Ethan is twenty-five, fit from all his gym time, dark hair always messy, that cocky smile that makes my stomach flip even though he is family. We grew up close, but lately my thoughts about him turned dirty—imagining h

