Atifa's pov:
The pain felt unbearable. It felt too much. It felt like something was prickling my heart, making me restless. It felt like someone took my heart out and shredded it into little pieces before putting it back in its place.
I wondered why it hurted so much. I wondered what my mistake was. And I wondered if every person who lost their closed ones felt the same, went through the same pain. It broke my heart a little more every time I thought of those who might have felt the same pain or who might have had to go through the same thing.
It especially broke my heart when I thought of the pain our beloved prophet Muhammad S.A.W. might have gone through when he lost his beloved wife. He loved her so much and yet he had to let go of her. He had to live without her for the rest of
