Atifa's pov:
"I don't know why am I so bad! I don't know why those who are close to me always leave me and if not them, then I leave them." I mumbled, hiccuping, trying to stop my incessant tears.
All the things happening right then were reminding me about abbu. About how he left us. And it was astonishing, the fact that ammi wanted us to leave. Because as far as I had thought, she would have never wanted anyone else to experience the same feelings and emotions. They were too overwhelming... Too intense...
And even though abbu didn't deliberately leave, and when he did, it… It was to never return back… Just the thought of leaving someone, made me remember what I felt, what we felt when he left. The helplessness, the feeling of being lost, the guilt of doing anything and everything wr
