L U K E Lately, Calum's been a bit down in the dumps. He's been upset about Shawn, Kurt, and me getting hurt. Even though I try to tell him that I wasn't ever in any pain I couldn't handle, he still blamed himself. It really wasn't his fault, it was completely mine because I was the one who attacked Shawn, but even so he believed he was the reason I got hurt. He's also been having nightmares. Again. Sometimes I would stay up until two a.m. just to make sure he was okay. He'd call me in the middle of the night in tears, telling me how he saw Shawn or Kurt in his nightmare. It was breaking my heart. What happened at the back of the school building was over a week ago, and Calum's spent most of his free periods studying and reading books. He doesn't even want to hang out with Ashton or