C A L U M Waking up at four in the morning because of a nightmare wasn't anything new anymore, I've had so many recently that I've learnt to deal with it on my own. However, this time, it wasn't about Shawn or Kurt. It was about Luke. In my dream, I accidentally confessed that I was falling for him. I was expecting a better answer. If I'm being honest, I was hoping he would smile and hug me and say he liked me back. Instead, the Luke in my dream gave me such a disgusted look. He told me he didn't like me, and that because I had feelings for him he had to stop being friends because it might just make me want him more and he had no intention of ever being with me. It took me a moment of staring at the darkness around me to notice that I was having a hard time breathing, my neck and for