I hate having to leave Nadja. Especially so soon after she regained those memories. Not to mention that we just had s.ex either.
It was the best night of my life. Part of me feels like I shouldn't have done it. That I should have waited until Nadja was more prepared, but..
First of all, how much more prepared could I have gotten her? I was already buried between her legs for hours. For the second time that day. I got Nadja as ready as I could have.
Plus, I wanted to. Badly. I knew that she was begging for me to be inside of her. I was just trying to avoid it.
I knew that the moment I gave in, it would be over. I wasn't sure I would be able to control myself. Hell, I was surprised I had as much control as I did.
Still, I'm happy we did it. I'm glad I gave in. Being with Nadja, being in
