DAMIEN'S POV
The memories came back in a flood three days later.
I was in a meeting when it hit—every moment from those five lost years crashing into me at once. Our wedding where I'd mentally reviewed quarterly reports during the vows. The anniversary I'd forgotten completely. Finding Elara crying in the bathroom and asking if it could wait because I had a call. The divorce papers I'd signed without reading them properly.
I excused myself and barely made it to the bathroom before throwing up.
James found me twenty minutes later, sitting on the floor.
"Damien?"
"I remember everything. Every single thing I did to her."
"Okay. Okay, let's get you out of here."
He drove me to Dr. Reeves' office. She cleared her schedule.
"Tell me what you're experiencing."
"I remember treating her l
