Travis It'd been just over a month since my life was turned upside down, and already my thoughts were on her again. I'd begun to finally move on, finally accept that things between me and the real love of my life would never be. I'd convinced myself Remi was better off with Kris, and after what I did to her, she'd never forgive me anyway. I didn't deserve her. But that night I took her virginity haunted me. A part of me knew she'd saved herself for me. That it meant everything. But Elsa didn't deserve me leaving her just like that. And unlike my dad did, I wasn't walking away from my kid. Not even for Remi. I'd stay here in Philly where Elsa had her entire family—life—and I'd do the right thing. But after much soul-searching and agonizing, I knew where I belonged. I could still be a fa