Sherly
I was at home alone, nobody to talk to. I was lonely wallowing in my own pain, Xavier came back this morning but just like he used to, he left like I was invisible. He's been treating me like trash because I haven't gotten anymore from Nicklaus to give him
I was just a tool he uses whenever he lacks money, shame on me for realizing it now for all these years, he never loved me yet he used and deceived me. He use me to get what he wanted, it's so foolish of him that he could not achieve what Nicklaus achieved, I was also a fool to let myself get used by him, I f*****g loved him growing up as orphan I never experienced love from anybody not even the orphanage, I was maltreated badly time and when I saw opportunity on my eighteenth birthday, I flew from the orphanage
That night w
