Chris It took so much time for me to be able to convince Ava to get Rihanna to come here, I spent the whole of yesterday night learning to cook her favorite meal which Ava told me about, I don't know what's happening to me but since we came back from that trip I've not been able to Rihanna out of my mind All the girls I use to talk to, I stopped picking there calls I no longer find girls attractive the only girl that I want do not even want to give me a chance, I know I f****d up big time all I need is just a minute of her time, damn Ri that woman is a savage I can't even do anything properly without thinking about her, the night she slept in my room is still imprinted in my head like it happened yesterday, no woman has ever pulled me like Rihanna did except from Ava, I don't know wh

