With only three weeks left before the kids are due everything has become chaotic. I constantly feel horrible. My stomach is now at its biggest size and won't grow any further. That just makes everything difficult. Showering, sitting, standing, getting up. All this has become a workout. Dillon has maximised security literally everywhere. There are wolves surrounding the mansion, the bedroom and me. Every time Dillon is away for training I have five bodyguards with me. Not any five. Five of the best guards in our pack. The King and Queen have also provided us with some of their best warriors who are guarding the house. Many other neighbouring packs have provided us with security. Four packs are hunting Charles down. This whole drama makes me feel both horrible and cherished. So many packs

