March 1st 2015 Dear Diary It's been awhile since I wrote to you last. But I've been going through a rough time and haven't felt much like writing.In fact lately I've been nothing but depressed and just wanting to stay in bed and do nothing. It's official I've been made a member of the sorority but still have to undergo the tests they come up with, as I and the other pledges who made, it are newbies and therefore have to show our commitment to wanting to stay. But I feel like a lot of it's being directed at me, I'm having to go through more than what the other pledges are. I'm certain of it. Like I'm being singled out for some reason, the oth