March 15th 2015 Dear Diary Last night I spent a lot of time with Kenneth. He was so nice and so caring and he could see how uncomfortable I felt at the party, there were so many people and the music was so loud we could barely hear ourselves talk. It was his idea to go outside and sit a little bit away from the house so that we could talk to each other properly. I was so nervous but he put me at ease straight away. So much for being excited about the parties. I much prefer the quiet intimate ones back home. At least you could hear each other without yelling. Also there was a lot more conversation. The main idea of this party seemed to be the sole reason